================================================ Subject: NCR: WARNING i need to vent... From: "Taylour l manly" To: Date: Sun 5 Aug 2001 21:08:24 -0400 ================================================ hey what's up with all the multilingual stuff? anyway, guys that was the original question. i need to vent to. i feel like i can't do anything right, but i know that it's mostly my fault, and I'm trying to improve i really am, and I'm just not doing it right. halfway according to my mom(who knows where each dust partial lays in our house) but also whenever I'm alone in the car with one of them they talk about the other, and it really scares me cus i can put two and two together. it's so confusing and mom says that I'm growing up but she still try to control what music i listen to,(Likin Park/ LP) and a lot of other stuff like what i write and what not, i don't know what to do! when I'm 18, I'm splitting! and my dad thinks that I'm a coward just because i left a place where i was hated and put down and talked about and a lot of other stuff to go to metro north where I'm loved and accepted and i grow and learn feel safe and comforted. he says that real leaders don't run but i fought for 7 1/2 years and everyone needs a rest. i am going through so much right now and i feel so incredibly alone and i just can't take it. i don't know anymore, i just don't know if i can take this much longer without giving in to hysteria, or worse... i can't even let my shields down in my own house, only metro, and i can only go there on Wednesdays, please, any advice. i'm so close to the edge of insanity... X.C.F. What's this life for.... ________________________________________________________________ GET INTERNET ACCESS FROM JUNO! Juno offers FREE or PREMIUM Internet access for less! Join Juno today! For your FREE software, visit: http://dl.www.juno.com/get/tagj. To unsubscribe or change your preferences for the Creed-Discuss list, visit: http://www.winduplist.com/ls/discuss/form.asp