================================================ Subject: Re: WARNING i need to vent... From: "King_Dovregubben" To: Date: Sun 5 Aug 2001 19:41:18 -0700 ================================================ Welcome to the teen years. It gets better. Really. > -----Original Message----- > From: Creed Discussion List > [mailto:CREED-DISCUSS@WINDUPLIST.COM] On Behalf Of Taylour l manly > Sent: Sunday, August 05, 2001 6:08 PM > To: CREED-DISCUSS@WINDUPLIST.COM > Subject: NCR: WARNING i need to vent... > > > hey what's up with all the multilingual stuff? anyway, guys > that was the original question. i need to vent to. i feel > like i can't do anything right, but i know that it's mostly > my fault, and I'm trying to improve i really am, and I'm just > not doing it right. halfway according to my mom(who knows > where each dust partial lays in our house) but also whenever > I'm alone in the car with one of them they talk about the > other, and it really scares me cus i can put two and two > together. it's so confusing and mom says that I'm growing up > but she still try to control what music i listen to,(Likin > Park/ LP) and a lot of other stuff like what i write and what > not, i don't know what to do! when I'm 18, I'm splitting! and > my dad thinks that I'm a coward just because i left a place > where i was hated and put down and talked about and a lot of > other stuff to go to metro north where I'm loved and accepted > and i grow and learn feel safe and comforted. he says that > real leaders don't run but i fought for 7 1/2 years and > everyone needs a rest. i am going through so much right now > and i feel so incredibly alone and i just can't take it. i > don't know anymore, i just don't know if i can take this much > longer without giving in to hysteria, or worse... i can't > even let my shields down in my own house, only metro, and i > can only go there on Wednesdays, please, any advice. i'm so > close to the edge of insanity... X.C.F. > > What's this life for.... > ________________________________________________________________ > GET INTERNET ACCESS FROM JUNO! > Juno offers FREE or PREMIUM Internet access for less! > Join Juno today! For your FREE software, visit: http://dl.www.juno.com/get/tagj. To unsubscribe or change your preferences for the Creed-Discuss list, visit: http://www.winduplist.com/ls/discuss/form.asp To unsubscribe or change your preferences for the Creed-Discuss list, visit: http://www.winduplist.com/ls/discuss/form.asp