================================================ Subject: Re: NCR Re: Re: died in dreams???? ..... have to believe in the after death From: "Creed - 7M3 - Live" To: Date: Sat 5 May 2001 01:48:51 -0400 ================================================ Tara, Your dreams are pretty interesting. Your explainations were pretty good. So I could visualize your dreams. The greatest comment was the one about surviving the death in your dreams. Because you didn't know it was supposed to be fatal. About observing yourself being killed in your dreams. That is weird. But, I remember being in a blackout in real life. During a temporary "fade in" I remember seeing a reflection of what I suppose was myself. I had curlier hair, blonder hair, was right handed and was not the same person that I normally am. Normally, I'm mild mannered, browner hair and left-handed. This might sound pretty wild. But controlling yourself. When you are unaware that you are in the real world is very scary. If it wasn't for the very brief "fade in" to self awareness. I might of lost my normal self to the blackout. I didn't like the blonder, right handed version of myself. To explain why I had a blackout. It was a result of an "all you can drink" pool party. So I'd say that I never become super-intoxicated any longer. Being it free or pay for it yourself. It is spiritually damning, in my experience. I think that totally blitzing yourself endangers your hold to reality, spirituality and dreams. I want to always be self aware of myself. I hope others find the balance between all of the three thierselves. Tara wrote: >I don't make a habit of dying in my dreams, but I do recall a couple times >that it happened... and as I survived both, I'd say it's not true that if >you die in your dreams you die in real life (unless you're in an episode of >Nightmare On Elm Street, that is). When I was about two, I had a dream in >which I was basically eaten by a monster. But the inside of the monster's >stomach was more like a complex computer lab, and I was in a tiny white box >on the wall of that lab, watching men work on the computers. Then when I >was 7 or 8, I had a dream in which I was being chased by a frog that kept >getting bigger, until it was probably a good 8 feet tall and chasing me on >it's hind legs... but then I fell into a puddle of honey and drowned. As I >was "dying", I was both experiencing it, and watching it happen from above >myself. Just a tad odd... lol. >I suppose you could argue that the reason I didn't die in real life is >because I hadn't yet heard the rumour about dying in dreams, and that you >have to believe in something like that in order for it to happen. >Tara > -- Confidence is the feeling you have before you understand the situation. To unsubscribe or change your preferences for the Creed-Discuss list, visit: http://www.winduplist.com/ls/discuss/form.asp